Happy New Year~ for all my mates in Hong Kong~ brothers and sisters, I love you all~ just in this particular moment, when family are sticking together, wishing each other all the best for next year~ lovers hugging tightly, telling their partner how much they love each other~ friends get onto the street, celebrating wildly, expressing their true self~ it's been a while.............. it's seems the celebration mood has long gone from me, however, i'm not particularlly upset as well..... just..... can't feel anything..... it's scary.... i tried to reach deep, but i wished i didn't.... cause when i did it, happy memories all evolved again.... but the joy could never be found again... the feeling of loneliness and frustration suddenly conquered my whole body, from my head, to my toes.... just can't define happyness and sadness anymore, cause they all come at the same time...... after all, anticipating and countdowning for 2008 was the happiest period in my life... that particular feeling, will never be forgotten. | 